Documentary or Reading Suggestions?
I don’t really have any experiences other than a couple odd things here and there that make me wonder and then after some time passes I just completely blow off as nothing.
I do have a memory of when I was a kid maybe 8 or 9 years old sitting at home by myself and somehow I knew that there was a time lapse or that I was missing a short period of time but other than that nothing BIG has ever happened. I had some serious bedtime anxiety issues for a LONG time but not so much anymore.
I have experienced a couple of sleep paralysis issues in my late teens and early 20s. One time as I was falling asleep I had felt static feeling over come my body once and then what I only describe is some type of suction and it felt like it was attempting to pull me out. I was very aware of what was happening but My body would not move and it was terrifying. All I could do was fight to stay inside myself with every ounce of will power that I could get. Eventually what seemed like eternity I could feel the suction weaken and die off and I was able to wake up. I was afraid to go back to sleep for a few days!
To be fair… most of these things have happened during a very stressful time period in my life though. I have once or twice thought I have seen odd things in the sky that don’t make much sense but I always just figure that I’m sure it can be explained.
I constantly second guess myself. Sometimes I don’t know if these are just medical or mental type issues or something more. Every now and then I like to do some reading or watching documentaries on both on UFO/Aliens and psychology. I find them both fascinating.
I am also interested in some of Pat’s theories that I have read in here.